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I'm really not sure what I am spose to be doin here so please bare with me untill I figgure it out THANKS. I found this page when I was searching for any kind of program that could help me save my home in less than 30 days. My story is extensive so I'll go put it in/on my blog. Before I do this is a quick peek into my world....My feiance and I are about to go into forclorsure and loose our home. We built this home with the inharritance that he recived when his dad passed away. Our home & his pick-up are what he got when he lost his dad.

This is a story about never giving up on your dreams and the lessons I've learned to overcome trauma in order to transform it into love.

In the past I attracted men who claimed to love me but never showed the actions to support it.  My first boyfriend when I was 16 raped me and cheated on me with a 13 year old.  I have so far experienced 5 more sexual assaults. After the last one I realized that the men who inflicted the pain upon me were suffering more than I ever could because they do not know how to give and receive affection or compassion.

Six years after meeting one of my soul mates he went missing and was murdered before I could tell him that I loved him. From then on I promised myself to be fully present in the moment and to be grateful each day I get to experience paradise with those I love.

Last year I quit my job because I discovered that they were poisoning me by exposing me to chemicals that were labelled "Marine Pollutant" and knowing that my brain is 80% water I had to quit because the upper management did not want to hear about alternatives.  I have yet to find steady work to make ends meet since then.  Later that year my husband, after five months of supporting him financially and emotionally, became so violent that the people in the apartment below us heard had to call the police for me!

Two weeks ago I borrowed some money so that I could spend 8 days with a person I had only interacted with online prior to leaving.  My intuition told me to just trust in this adventure and he turned out to be the man that I've been dreaming of and we had the greatest time of our lives so far!!!  We have the same passions, lifestyle choices and long-term goals.  We have quickly developed a deep desire to be with each other because we know that we both are incredibly unique and we feel like we've found our truest match!  Our dream and long-term goal is to open a holistic healing retreat centre in Costa Rica where we would be featuring natural building techniques, local, gourmet raw food, Quantum healing touch, various Yoga techniques, Horticulture Therapy and surf camps. 

The are a few factors that are keeping us apart.  I'm Canadian, he's American and we're both in debt.  I still need to pay for a divorce, legal aid and moving expenses.  The apartment that I live in currently is where my husband assaulted me.  The building manager happens to be the mother of my first rapist and by chance my next door neighbour happens to be an abusive ex-boyfriend.  I haven't been able to afford to move and for 6 months I was disabled by Post-traumatic stress disorder and couldn't work. 

My greatest desire now is to connect with a man who has shown me the most love, appreciation and kindness I have ever experienced!  I want to be able to finally celebrate and grow within a relationship; after overcoming so much I know I deserve to be happy!!! 

Having dreams are what have kept me resilient, creative and alive after all the trauma that I've experienced.  If my dreams were taken away from me, I would have nothing to live for.  I greatly desire just for once that I will see my dreams become a reality!  I would love to see a transformation from trauma into a fairy tale that ends happily ever after!!!

in loving remembrance

DEar everybody

I am a 20th years old girl from Indonesia and I really confuse because I have to pay tuition before 26 MArch 2009. I was graduated from senior high school at 2007 but the school was arrested my graduation certificate. I was the best student at my city when I was at senior high school. Unfortunatelly, I can not get any scholarship to university. There 3 reasons: 1st I was too poor, 2nd I am christian, and 3rd my city government is too poor. I was studied at private school at the time because government school tuition did not pay in advance. actually, the city government ever give me some money as appreciation of my academic achievement but the amount is not enough to pay my school tuition.

After graduated at 2007, I tried to get a job to collecting some money to pay my senior high school tuition and to continue my education to university. I can not get any better job because I do not have any certificate graduation. Then, I was work as a waitress with a very little salary which is only enough for my accommodation. It has been two years after I have graduate. I still have a dream to continue my school. I was looking some scholarship. There is much scholarship out there but at my country the scholarship is usually based from religion community and it was hard for me because I am a Christian. Beside that, scholarship usually gives for government officer family.


I was tried to find all ways to get scholarship and get my graduation certificate. The monetary crisis come and anything getting worse here. I assure that I was a good student. This years (2009) is so meaningful for me, it is the last year of my chance to join government university admission test (March 2009). I know that government university give a free tuition for student with GPA more than 3.5. I know and I assure that I can get it. But it means that I have to pay tuition bills at senior high school and also my first tuition and application fee. The amount is too big for me. It is close to 2000US$. What can I do now? Just hope. one weeks a go I found an announcement from Korea Government about they International scholar. It was full scholarship. I was very  egible for the requirement. But how can I apply it? I even do not have senior high school certificate. asking money to my mother is very impossible because my father was on the theraphy of parkinson (neurology disease). beside that, I  just know that she doesn't have money and I know that she  really wants me to get university education to change our life.

I do not mean to get cadging to somebody I never meet before. But I do not know what I can do anymore. I know that every person also have they own problem. I ever post a letter to digitalcharity.com and I get that the peoples who contact me are not mean to help me actually.

If you want to help me, you can donate me. I take it whatever the amount is. If you want to give me loan. I say thank you to you but I do not have anything as a guarantee and I need at least 2 years to payback your money. If you are want to give me any donation, scholarship or any advice you can contact me at; putrisylvia@yahoo.com.sg and putrisylvia@yahoo.com

You can donate me by western union or my mother account:


SULISTYAWATI RIDAYANI
0029 01 080084 50 1
Sulistyawati Ridayani
BANK RAKYAT INDONESIA
cabang Cik Ditiro
Yogyakarta-Indonesia (swift code : BRINIDJA)


I always try to get money before the date but I know that it sounds impossible. I hope somebody hear my pray and help me. I really need a miracle.
 

It came to me in a dream, that what we as people need at this time, is words of inspiration. We need an uplift to help us get from day to day or week to week. Sometime we just need to know that we are not alone and there are more people worse off than we are.

So I want you to take some time and look at these following words and see if it can give you some type of encouragement or hope and maybe open your mind to the idea that you can get it right and you can move forward. Just remember that you are not alone and there is help out there.

“Remember that desire is the first law of gain.” – James K. Van Fleet, Hidden Power, 1987.

“If you can truly believe that you have received something, your subconscious mind will surely see that you get it.” – Dr. Venice J. Bloodworth, Key to Yourself, 1952.

“What you deeply, authentically Believe, you create.” – Brenda Anderson, Playing the Quantum Field, 2006.

“You will never get any more out of this life than you expect.” – Ben Sweetland, I Can, 1953.

“Our ways of thinking make our happiness or unhappiness, our success or non-success.” – H. Emilie Cady, Lessons in Truth, 1895.

“How can you expect to become rich if you haven’t even decided what rich means to you?” – Tom Hopkins, The Official Guide to Success, 1982.

“When you choose your thoughts, you choose results.” – Imelda Octavia Shankin, What Are You?, 1929.

“When you know what you want, all you really have to do is think it and feel it.” – Joe Vitale, The Attractor Factor, 2005.

“All the power of the universe is with you. Feel it, know it, and then act as though it were true.” – Ernest Homes, The Science of Mind, 1938.

“…you can be, do, and have whatever you can imagine.” – Neale Donald Walsch, Conversation With God, 1995.

Hello all,

I am here to try and help others looking for help.  Sometimes I go to www.craigslist.com, and you can find free items there and other things they may be helpful to you.  Check it out!

Always stay happy, look to God and keep your faith, important items in this world today.

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Hello all,

I am here to try and help others looking for help.  Sometimes I go to www.craigslist.com, and you can find free items there and other things they may be helpful to you.  Check it out!

Always stay happy, look to God and keep your faith, important items in this world today.

:0)

I am a 31 year old single mom.Who's party days and always able to keep a vehicle are just memories.I've had to become more grounded now with finances.Because of the consumption of needs & necessecities.I have five children ages;3,5,7,10,14.That were products of a 9.5 yr. fatasy and a 6.5 yr dream that was cheep to purchase for a fool in love.I am sole care provider for my 70 year old grandmother.I am not burdened.In fact we all pray for a vehicle so tht we can go back to family day out.Grandma misses going to the grocery store.Now I always end up catching a ride from friends and family that really dont see why the kids need to go.I am shocked and appauled that trying to break the pattern of parents failing their children that started with my generation around 76',77',and trying to keep grandma's wonderful kids from putting her back in a home,that there are little to no programs or grants for single moms,or the reverse "grandchildren raising grandparents.So what do you do?Pray and keep the faith.

                                                                                                Signed,

Hello. this is my beautiful daughter. she is the center of my life. i want to make her life better than mine was. i'd like to start finding a home for us. it's just the two of us. the father said he wasn't "ready" to be a dad. perhaps someday she will meet him, but as of now, they have never laid eyes on each other.

I'd like to buy a house someday, and am saving for a downpayment. i think in about a year or two we will have enough. won't you help?

currently we rent. and with rent going up, and gas going up and food prices rising, i can save less and less. perhaps i can find an angel here, that can contribute something toward our dream?

I have a friend who has renal cell bone cancer we are having him a benefit may 24th, 2008 to help pay for medical expenses but he was crying to his wife one day I am dying and I wanted to build the deck all the way around the mobile home but only got it half built around I will not be able to finish it and I won't get to live to see it finished and this cancer is progressing rapidly he so much wants to see the rest of the deck built and he also wants a building to put a lawn mower,a garden tiller and his tools in if anyone out there that would be willing to donate the lumber and the time to get this built before anything happens to him would be greatly appreciated the doctors say it is just a matter of time he is going through a lot of chemo and radiation and is getting sicker it is already affecting his mind too.

I need just a little money for a great opportunity for my 14 year old son.  He is a great student, carries a 4.0 grade point average in advanced classes in public school and dreams of becoming a marine biologist.  He has a great opportunity (with very short notice to me) to go to the keys and ft myers and while there he gets to scuba and do several things with a marine biologist.  The cost is $200 for travel plus spending money.  He will be provided a place to stay and food while he is there for two weeks.  Please help this single mother of 3 boys trying to make my sons dream come true.  I only need a little help...I don't get any government assistance, I work 40+ hours a week and live paycheck to paycheck.  I just want to be able to give him this since he has given so much to my life and the life of his little brothers.  Thank you and may god bless you.

Hello,

 I am a mother of two very beautiful children, my family has never been able to take a real vacation, until this year. We got a great deal on a Disney vacation, which thankfully we have paid off, our problem is that we do not have the money to actually get there, and we are unable to cancel our vacation or we will be out the money we have paid for it. We did not expect to not be able to pay for our actual travel to get there, but sometimes life can throw you a curve ball. Our kids have been dreaming of going to Disney for quite some time, right along with my husband  and I, this will be our first trip there.

The biggest problem we face is that our credit is really bad. We made some mistakes when we were younger and are paying for them now in more ways than one, and it saddens me that our children have to suffer because of the mistakes we made. They have done nothing wrong. 

We just need some help to actually get to Disney so we can all have our dream vacation. It saddens me to think that we have come this far and may have to cancel, and then be out almost $2,000. As I said before, this was not something we anticipated when we started to plan this trip last year.

If anyone has any suggestions at all, they are greatly appreciated.

Thank you 

I am a single mon and I have a son who got accepted at a very good private school.  He is very excited to attend and is interested in science and technology. My son has the potential to excell and just needs the opportunity.  I live in a dangerous neighborhood and is fearful sending him to the public schools here.  He also does not want to attend the public school. The kids that go there are outrageous. (getting in fights, guns, etc).  His dad does not help us, as a matter of fact we have not seen him since 2001.  No one cannot find him, do not even know where he is.  May God bless him.  I am rasing my son by myself by the grace of God and want to give him a good education in a better school. My son is excited and looking forward for this dream. The school does not offer financial aid.  It is difficult to keeping a roof over our head and put food on the table. The cost of living in my state is very high, and being a single mom is not an easy task. Is there any help out there for me. I will like my son's dream to come true for him and I want him to become a responsible man when he grows up.  I have tried other sources and programs to no avail.  Can someone help my son's dream to come true?   Thanks for reading my cry

I really want to get my teeth fixed. I am very disgusted with the way my smile looks but I can not afford to get my teeth fixed. I don't like to go out in public and many people ask me why I don't smile. I usually get the usual nice eyes comment when I talk to people never nice smile or anything like that. I dream of one day having someone say Hey nice smile.

I am a single mother of one and am currently not working. I still live at home with my parents and they can not afford to help me fix my smile if I had my smile fixed I think I would be more confident and be able to feel comfortable enough to go get a job again.

Thanks for listening to my story.